I’m worried.
These aren’t over-training symptoms, I’d recognise them. I’ve never been this overweight before and am not sure how I got here as I’m eating the same as ever, besides which I can’t imagine that just carrying extra weight could make me this tired. To make things worse, I just found out that a dear friend from my old gym has an aggressive and terminal brain tumour. He’s a lovely guy, a great husband and wonderful father and my heart aches for him and his family. I also can’t help wondering, since he’s not doing well, what might be happening to me.
I felt so much better a year ago (pictured here)
Because something is. I’m struggling to stay awake in the daytime. There’s no question of even trying to get to the gym. I can’t ride my stationary bike for the 90 – 120 minutes I had scheduled either. Half an hour is ambitious – and I might not be able to do that. I knew that recovering from chemotherapy would be difficult but not that I’d still be struggling so hard after all these months. I’d go to the doctor if I had any energy. I’ll go tomorrow.
Right now I’m going back to sleep.
Although I’ve been too tired to post anything for a while I hand wrote this on February 22nd
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